inFINITE Fate

One day of not talking with you feels like a thousand years in hell. I miss you coz I need you, I need you coz I love you. Take care always. I'll always be with you, maybe not by your side, but always at your back.

i love the way you smile, honest and inspiring I love watching you sleep, peaceful and so innocent I love hearing you voice while ur talking, singing I love to see you laugh at my corny jokes I love to hold your hand, look into your eyes I love to embrace you real tight I love it when you tell me how perfect we are for each other I love it when you pour your hearts contents on me I love it when you ask me to be myself I love dreamin of you when im asleep I love thinkin of you when im awake I love everything about you I love you I always did I always will

I'm cleaning up my inbox right now. I have 1,011 messages, and as I read through each and every one of them again, I can't help but smile and reminisce... My oldest message is dated March 7, 1998 with the subject "friends always" from Ladisla Reyes. She's one of my chatmates sa compass internet dati (my nick is Nostalgia). Reading through the messages, I realized that I made a lot of friends, though most of them now, i have no more communication with. hehehe.. haaay, mukhang nde ko mtatapos ung paglilinis nito.. ang dami e.. hehehe.. signin off...

I. Umiiyak ka na naman Langya talaga , wala ka bang ibang alam Namumugtong mga mata Kailan pa ba kaya ikaw magsasawa II. Sa problema na iyong pinapasan Hatid sayo ng boyfriend mong hindi mo maintindihan May kwento kang pandrama na naman Parang pang TV na walang katapusan III. Hanggang kailan ka bang ganyan Hindi mo ba alam na walang pupuntahan Ang pagtiyaga mo dyan sa boyfriend mong tanga Na wala nang ginagawa kundi ang paluhain ka Chorus: Sa libu-libong pagkakataon na tayoy nag-kasama Iilang ulit palang kitang makitang masaya Naiinis akong isipin na ginaganyan ka nya Siguro ay hindi niya lang alam ang iyong Tunay na halaga IV. Hindi na dapat pag-usapan pa Nagpapagod na rin ako sa aking kakasalita Hindi ka rin naman nakikinig Kahit sobrang pagod na ang aking bibig V. Sa mga payo kong di mo pinapansin Akala mo’y nakikinig di rin naman tatanggapin Ayoko nang isipin pa Di ko alam ba’t di mo makayanan na iwanan sya VI. Ang dami-dami naman diyang iba Wag kang mangangambang baka wala ka nang...

August 4, 2006. 9:14pm I'm home alone. Texted my sis and that cute little imp texted back "May mumu jan!"... How nice... now I'm tired, alone, and SCARED! GRRRRR!!! Anyways, i'll be spending some time venting off my frustrations in this blog, so please bear with me (what the hell, as if anybody reads my blogs! lolz). Random thoughts: Due to "certain circumstances", I was reminded with a question asked by my classmate in College: "Sino ang pipiliin mo, yung taong mahal mo, pero hindi ka mahal, o yung taong mahal ka, pero hindi mo mahal?" I remember choosing the person I love, even if she doesn't love me. Looking back, I can say that if asked the same question now, I would still answer the same, though probably having a deeper reason than before. To love is to unselfishly take a part of yourself and share it with others, without expecting anything in return. When in doubt on how to love, I have one ultimate guide: Jesus. To love someone, to s...